何 求

在跟朋友在海邊談及失意事情時，在旁的單車黨竟在播一生何求，二人不禁小了一聲，感嘆如此應境。沒想到小時常常聽的一首歌，現在聽起來會如此悲傷。歌詞當最要命的應該是這句：沒料到我所失的 竟已是我的所有。

 本人已深深中箭並且極度擔心害怕歌詞反映現時生活，WHAT THE FUCK I AM DOING????!!! 因此一直日有所思，夜又難眠。

以下是兩段最近八卦找來，跟上述歌詞意思相近的語錄： 

1. 周耀輝： 讀到比利時作家Ton Lanoye 的訪問，他說：想自由不能自由，想愛人找不到愛人，做人，很多失望，我的書寫，就是嘴嚼我的失望的成果。

 2. Little Miss Sunshine "Suffering" Scene：

• Dwayne: I wish I could just sleep until I was eighteen and skip all this crap-high school and everything-just skip it.
• Frank: Do you know who Marcel Proust is?
• Dwayne: He's the guy you teach.
• Frank: Yeah. French writer. Total loser. Never had a real job. Unrequited love affairs. Gay. Spent 20 years writing a book almost no one reads. But he's also probably the greatest writer since Shakespeare. Anyway, he uh... he gets down to the end of his life, and he looks back and decides that all those years he suffered, Those were the best years of his life, 'cause they made him who he was. All those years he was happy? You know, total waste. Didn't learn a thing. So, if you sleep until you're 18... Ah, think of the suffering you're gonna miss. I mean high school? High school-those are your prime suffering years. You don't get better suffering than that.

FUCK THE REST!